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So i'm copying everyone, but its ok, it has motiviated me to update! how awesome. i think its been about a year or something like that. anyways, i was inspired by laura and her brilliance, so i will also make a quiz, and see if yall really know me like you think. =D good luck! dont be scared to try

1. what is my favorite color rose?
a. white
b. pink
c. orange
d. red

2. what is my favorite fast food restaurant?
a. the big BK
b. the healthy subway
c. the christian way to go- chic-fil-a
d. the fun wendys

3. What kind of car do i have?
a. ford mustang
b. toyota celica
c. ford F150
d. honda delsol

4. what is my favorite dessert?
a. ice cream
b. choc. cake
c. apple pie
d. lolli pops

5. Where have i been?
a. California, Costa Rica, Brazil
b. Greece, north carolina, north pole
c. Costa Rica, Spain, Greece
d. NYC, Greece, Costa Rica

6. How many boyfriends have i had?
a. 2
b. 3
c. 5
d. 10

7. What color is my room?
a. brick red
b. sherbert orange
c. baby blue
d. prune purple

8. what instrument have i played in a band?
a. flute
b. tenor sax
c. mellophone
d. piccolo
e. all of the above

9. What class am i taking right now?
a. karati
b. kickboxing
c. ceramics
d. stonography

10. how many siblings do i have?
a. 2
b. 1
c. 4
d. 0

Good luck!

I would never hessitate to agree that having the feeling of being unwanted and the like are the worst feelings in the world. most horrible. ever. period. today has been ..hmm...well only accounting for work and studying.. that would be blah, then add the most horrible feeling in the world, and you've got a no fun kinda day. i just.. cant even comprehend how strongly it hurts when i feel that way sometimes, and i'm sure everyone has felt that some time or another... so you know what i'm talking about. it amazes me how you can feel an emotion so strongly sometimes that it might actually cause a physical pain deep inside. something that i think if it was real, and i could see it, i would see my heart twisting and tearing away from everything.. everything that might cause it pain. but then i guess thats one of those little reminders thats there is no way i could live without the Lord. without him, what life is there except for a life of constantly running and tearing away from pain? what unconditional love could i expect from any one? i cant. only God offers us that. and with Him he also gives us true joy and peace. how amazing is that! how could anyone who knows how it feels to be shunned off,loved only sometimes, forgotten, unwanted... not recieve the Lord and his everlasting love with open arms!!! oh it perplexes me! its times like these that the Lord alows me to see him in a fresh light, that otherwise without feeling the pain of this world i may take for granted. Praise the Lord!

"Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens,
your faithfulness to the skies.
Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains,
your justice like the great deep.
O Lord you preserve both man and beast.
how priceless is your unfailing love!
Both high and low among men find fefuge in the shadow of your wings.
They feast on the abundance of your house;
you give them drink from your river of delights.
For with you is the fountain of life;
in your light we see light."
Psalm 36:5-9